I no longer hear the music

I dont know why I named this entry so , Ive just been humming it all day . So anyway I am here ..sat in the office in my new house , on lucy island ..lol ..i cannot express how beautiful it is here , as i look up i have a view of the sea , its sunny right now. The landscape is just breathtaking. The trip here was uneventful , I decided to forego the ferry and take a flight , well two fights actually…, the flight was wonderful as always ( I adore flying ) but My feelings were all over the place. Ive never left my roots before …well not a permenant move anyway…its a strange feeling..for someone like myself who thrives on routine ..Im finding the living out of boxes a lil uncomfortable right now . I had so much help with moving and they are all still here right now .They tomorrow and then I will start feelings a lil more relaxed and able to get on with things . Im never at My best with people around.

PD…youre a twat ( I will come back to that later but had to get it off my chest ) ..so back to lucyland..the sunsets here are pink , the view from my bedroom window again is just amazing…I dont think i have ever come across somewhere quite so tranquil . I have my own beach , my own small island ..i have three houses that need total renovation so im figureing im gonna be busy as shit ..but i LOVE IT. Last year was especially tough for me. lots of personal issues to work though and i think I got to a stange where my faith in people had become shattered , I even lost my oner reliable bit of sanity ( my music …refer to blog title..) but hey now Pete replaced richie and my soul is sated.

So yes Im back but I will be absent still in comparrison to what I used to be until My roost is in order so to speak . Now Im irritated ..PD..well i know you know i exist cuz you have actually repolied to my whineing in the forum .even so I doubt youve ever have the time nor the inclination to see this blog ..but never mine ..this brian spew is as much to vent personally as it is for you . Yanno …when i said earlier you replaced richie , it really was something I neded to ..MSP were like a sanctury for Me that sadly became tainted though no fault of thier own. Through ths stupid shit youve done Ive remained impartial …even though a lot of it was funny from time to time ..but this whole blood MTV thing genuinely revoted me ..get a grip of it eh? its too much now. I found some beautiful picxs of Pete and wolf in some kinky embraces last week that i will post soon btw ..( fuck i LOVE bi men ). K so …hey come to the island..we have a rehab here and youd love it ( so would i ..heh ). haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…movin the fuck on then . NF buttons never got made cuz i was just too caught up in packing …but end of this week i will be back live. Pictures of this place will be posted as soon as i get the chance too .fuckers you need to go click my links , ive noticved since ive been gone my top lists have been dropping , i do not LIKE IT …really fo to lucyland.co.uk and click everyfucking thing ONCE a day …do it now and post me a mail or an IM to let me know you did it ..guaranteed way to please this evil lil vixen .

Speak soon slutlings

Lu x

~ by strychnine on May 25, 2006.